You are the wind beneath my feet....
Sometimes, in the still of the night, I surprisingly miss the sand against my face. I know, trust me, no Solider, Airman or Marine, misses the grit of the dirt in their teeth. No one misses the crunch of moon dust in their mouth they they bite down on a pre-packaged meal that was made by the lowest bidder. I simply long for the air. Despite reports of negative effects from everything from burn pits to local brick factories, it is truly the smell that takes me back. It seems as if it is a double edged sword. The smell takes me home. Sometimes when I am out and about, I knee [mentally] and close my eyes and take a deep breath. It bothers me that I'm not really at home; that I've never never really come home. I close my eyes and relive it all over again.